Makes me Wonder

Everything in the world just seems so perfect,
But then when you engage yourself in it,
It feels as though you're in a tight-air room,
Can't able to breathe, can't able to move,
Just stiff there, squeezing through everything in your path,
And yet the world is so big,
I do wonder why it is so.

The moment I stood among the crowd of people,
I just stood there stiff, as though the air is strangling,
It's as though time freeze, but yet the people are still moving,
What's wrong with me, I do wonder?